Wednesday, July 27, 2011

4 days to go

Just another 4 more days to go and I will get to see him. I have been away from him for 4 months and have not chat with him for nearly 3 weeks. It's hard but then I received letters from him which really brightens up my day and it makes me so happy. Nothing is better than receiving love letters from someone you love and care about.

I'm really excited for his arrival but I know the 2 weeks will pass by really quickly. Can't wait to finally have him by my side. Waiting and waiting and waiting.

And what did I do during these period of waiting for him. I finished my Prison Break last season. Finally.. I love the plot of the last season and it was really nice but the ending was a little sad. Anyway, overall it was a good series.

I'm so happy now. Just going to read the letters again. Can't get enough of it. :)

Friday, July 22, 2011

Tick Tock Tick Tock

It's been nearly 2 weeks and so far I received just a message from him. Though I expected that but it's just hard to accept it. I never knew long distance is so tough when you can't contact the person in anyway or when that person never contacts you. Just feel like I'm waiting for nothing. Somehow felt like as though nothing is real. I'm not even sure what I'm feeling anymore. I'm in tears again. What am i thinking?

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

How We First Met

It was a cold windy morning and I'm getting all ready to suffer for the next few hours running a marathon. It's my 3rd marathon but it's my first time doing it in a different country. I actually love Dublin a lot and I'm thankful that I made the right decision to do a marathon there. I was standing there hopping at the same spot to warm up my body as it's really cold. And that was when I saw him for the first time and we spoke for a bit talking about the cold weather and the distance before a group of Americans pushed them behind as the spot where we were standing had a little of sunlight. I didn't know what his name was at that time.

The race finally began and I couldn't wait to start running as it was really cold. I enjoyed the race very much. Admiring the beautiful scenery of the city of Dublin, the cool wind blowing right on my face, people standing by the side cheering for all of us with their happy smiley faces etc. These are priceless. I was carrying my camera and snapped loads of pictures and therefore I stopped a lot in between the race. After running for about 21miles, I was really exhausted and I just can't wait to complete the race. As I was approaching this overhead bridge someone tapped on my shoulder from behind and said hello.

The overhead bridge

I turned to my side and saw someone looking familiar and after a few seconds only then I remembered it was the guy I met at the start of the race. I never knew I would see him again. He began to introduce himself to me and that's when I knew that he was called Alan and we chatted for a bit. I didn't feel like talking as I was running out of breath and when we reached to a part whereby we had to run uphill, I slowed down and lost sight of him. But then later I caught up with him again. We were passing by each other throughout the last 5 miles and gave each other a smile every time. I crossed the finishing line first and just as when I pass the finishing line, my leg had a terrible cramp. I couldn't continue walking and I had to stop by the side to stretch my leg for a moment. Then there was this guy who happened to be there started chatting with me. Alan came from behind and gave me a hug and said well done and walked away. I wanted to talk to him a little more but I couldn't stop this guy from talking to me. Finally I walked away from him, took my goodie bag and medal and there he was standing there looking through his goodie bag. I said hello to him and the rest was history. :)

This is how I met the man I love. Among 13,000 other participants, I found the love of my life. And life has just been great since I met him. And now I couldn't wait to see him again. I'm thankful that I met him on that day. It just seems incredible how 2 people from different part of the world would have gotten to get together through deciding to run a marathon at the same place, at the same time, at the same pace. Another less than 2 weeks to go and I will be able to hug and kiss him again. I just can't wait. :)

Friday, July 15, 2011

16 days to go...

It's been 6 days since I last heard from him. And another 16 days before I finally can hug him again. The days are going by real slow and I felt as though the clock has stop ticking. It's not a great feeling to just keep waiting, waiting and waiting. I just wish he is here with me.

I just didn't know what I did as well today. Wasn't feeling too well as I felt like throwing up yesterday after my workout. I woke up this morning feeling really awful and decided to lay in bed. I actually felt that every minute goes by like an hour.

I just miss him so much. I miss how he makes me smile when I'm in tears, how he touches me when I needed comfort, how he cares for me when I'm down, how he appreciates the things i do for him, how he loves me for who I am, how he kisses me when I needed love, how he listens to me talk even when he is tired 'lol'. I just miss everything about him. I love him so much. And I can't wait to be with him again.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

He is on his way

Well, I know that I have abandoned this blog for quite sometime. That's because I didn't know what to write either. Everyday I'm missing him dearly and wish that he is next to me. However, thank god with skype and facetime I'm able to chat with him everyday. It's something I look forward to every single day. It was really difficult initially especially waking up early in the morning to chat with him with my eyes half the time wanting to close. But then again, it's also something about him that gives me so much in energy in my life and made my life so colourful and beautiful. I just can't wait to be spending the rest of my life with him.

He boarded the plane yesterday and he should be arriving Borneo real soon. He is going to be so much nearer to me. But I still have to wait for another 3 weeks before I can finally hold him again as he will be in Borneo for work. It's been 4 months since I left UK. And I really do miss him a lot. I just can't wait till I can finally be next to him. I'm so excited for his visit.

Knowing him is probably one of the best thing that has ever happened in my life. I'm now counting down to the days that he will be here with me. :)