I guess it's just the way I am and I have to change. Sigh.... Wondering how to change the way I am. And I worry that I start becoming a burden to someone I care coz of the insecurities feelings that I'm having.
Anyway, I'm also worried about my trip to Milan. I haven't researched about anything neither have I booked anything besides my flight ticket. Hmm.. looks like I'm going to be in big trouble. 'lol'
I'm going to be missing him a lot.