Awful Feeling

Not feeling good. Neither does my body love me now. I'm down with a terrible flu yesterday and this morning when I woke up my body is kinda aching. And tonight I have a marathon to do. And I'm not just feeling sick but emotionally down as well and I needed him but yet I couldn't get him. Tried calling him but as usual he never picks up. How much worse can my life be??? The weather this morning is gloomy as well.

Oh gosh, I'm going to be teary again. The best thing now is to just do the marathon so that I can forget the rest of the pain I'm feeling right now.