Awful Feeling

Not feeling good. Neither does my body love me now. I'm down with a terrible flu yesterday and this morning when I woke up my body is kinda aching. And tonight I have a marathon to do. And I'm not just feeling sick but emotionally down as well and I needed him but yet I couldn't get him. Tried calling him but as usual he never picks up. How much worse can my life be??? The weather this morning is gloomy as well.

Oh gosh, I'm going to be teary again. The best thing now is to just do the marathon so that I can forget the rest of the pain I'm feeling right now.

I need him

Well, finally it's done. And I really do wish that he is here to go through this with me. I was down and depress throughout the day. And it doesn't feel good at all. My appetite is gone again and I just want to be wrapped under my blanky.... *sob sob*...

All I can do now is wait for him to be back from skiing and that will be another 2 more days. Hopefully I will be ok by then.

Hmm, I wish I'm as comfy as the little hamster.

Missing Him Loads

It's been more than a week since I have been away from him. I misses him loads every single day. I just feel so lucky to have him. :) But of course not having him around is tough. Just can't wait till the day whereby we don't have to be apart again.

He will be away for skiing tomorrow and I wouldn't be able to skype with him for a week. Now that's just makes matter worse. Boohoo!!! That is just not fun.