Having to leave a place I called Home

After 7 weeks of being with him, I finally have to leave. It's so hard to say goodbye and tears were just flowing down. I wish it was easier. It's kinda weird coz in actual fact I should be leaving to go back home but after staying there for 7 weeks, that place became my home and I was leaving home to go to another unfamiliar place to me which used to be home to me. It's confusing I know. But anyway, I'm now back and am feeling sick and sad. So it's not a good feeling both physically and emotionally. But I have to be strong and patient. I believe that day will come when I will get to be with him every single day. It's worth the wait as I love him very much.